me

im meryl streep classy

act frankly

to live content with small means;

to seek elegance rather than luxury,

and refinement rather than fashion;

to be worthy, not respectable; and

wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think 

quietly, talk gently, act frankly...to 

listen to stars and buds, to babes and sages,

with open heart; await occasions, 

hurry never...this is my symphony.

`william henry channing

i am loved...almost

the only thing better than being loved is being told you are loved

well supe you are loved so you must feel the best

i wouldnt know

if you dont know then your not very perseptive by others actions

i cant assume

you smart enough to know

last i was told was im cared for, not loved

i sorry you think you need to hear to know

almost 4 years...and never once....yeah, im sorry that i need to too. but.....

ok i tell you when i come home

to

my

?

love

dream time

maya

you may not control all the events that happen to you.  but you can decide to be reduced by them.  maya angelo.

1500, you look smashing, i might add

amazing.  a few less pictures, a few less dirty filters.

the "Shawn Robinson Project" playing on the Bose.  (was i really obsessed with gangsta rap?)  oh.  the 2002 circa.  yummy.

back on track.

how good does my little antique road show look today.  even better tomorrow.  and after 5 years....i now live alone.  no jane.  no monte'.  no kim.  no amanda.  no bethany.  no nico.  no abby. no dan.  no juliet.  no romeo.  everyone is gone.  i now have a den.  17 closets.  a nook.  and a place to call my own.  all 1% of it.  yes.  i own.  not rent.  please check the owner box next time.

furniture placement.  magazines stacked.  carpets clean.  cb2....meet antiques road show.

im happy today.

summer...you will come soon, right?

xo-koop

to be

psalm 37:4

"Delight thyself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart"

there is something about when a child looks at you with admiration and likeness.  it gets inside your soul and makes you feel like you matter.  everyone wants to feel like they matter.

today i ask myself what would make me happier.  right now.  right this very second.  this moment.

pondering....

"to be loved"

"to be out of debt"

"to know why things are different and to have those back"

"good health"

"to have balance"

"to have honesty in all things"