if you look into the mirror as you pass....does that make you vain or aware
and what is the opposite of self aware
why dont cats stare in mirrors, do they not realize it's them in the reflection or do they not care

these are things i ponder in my head sometimes.....

what is the age that physical beauty starts going the other way. at what age are you at your peak beauty? *spare me with the beauty is in the eye of the beholder speech. for real.....i'd like to think that things are looking better for me since high school, college, even three years ago....so is it when the wrinkles to start to arrive, when the baby comes and you let yourself go, when certain styles are in? interesting.....hmmmm

excuse the randomness of this post....all kinds of things are flying in my head right now.....im' reading a book called "the opposite of love" once again spare me the thoughts and judgment of "shallow reading" i stare at contract all day and numbers and MAR and attrition clauses, and send over 95 emails in a morning with 5 GM's yelling at me to increase ADR and need dates.
i love it, the book i mean, well my job too for that matter. (side note number one.....a friend once told me (she worked in HR for more years than i could walk, so i believe her)
if you hate your job five days in a row....(keys words, IN A ROW) then that is when you look for a new one.
ok back to the book....
author is Julie Buxbaum
it's about a girl....who breaks up with the man who is about to propose and from the outside (and everyone else) is the perfect guy, for her, for any girl.
but something is missing and the thought of being married to him forever......no, not so much. it has more to do with her than him....
(ok so now are you thinking, a bio of kit's life?) bc i did....
big city, good job, newly broken up with the guy that everyone thought made the best couple just before he dropped the knee and big question.
but i read a quote while riding home on the #22 tonight.....

you never know when you're going to meet someone who's going to change your life. new york (but i replace this with chicago) its consistant throb of potential, can be a dangerous place for the overly imaginative, everyone you see is a posile route toward a different future.