the breeze on my face

today was for me.  after learning the disappointment that i would not be sharing the day with my loved one.  it was a free expressful day of advernture and excitment.  full of things i love which these days is what makes my inside joyful.  my heart happy.  my head needed clearing.

up early.

domestic duties complete.

     bike ride to dry the hair.

     Mass in a beautiful church.

absorb the Gospel.  understand the Homely.  say prayers.  give thanks.

bike some more.  

feel the breeze on my face.

     explore the Chicago History Museum.

     buy a book about Dior (what i will name my imaginary child).

buy a book on Bertha Palmer.  whom i will leave behind next week.

eat ice cream and a can sprite in the cafe.

     talk to my mom.  push my bike home.

     just in time for an afternoon shower to cover the city.

count the clouds above.

sit in silence.

    re-type my future.

    pray some more.

Dear Jesus......please help me make the right decision tomorrow.  amen.